*LadyxWinter

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The new changes in my life / update

Hello friends

My loyal buddies here would miss me

I was a very active member and have regularly drawn and colored many other fan arts.
Believe it or not, but I have lost interest and pleasure in draw.

My last drawing was 2011, 2 years ago - even before that I haven't drawn 6 months.My last picture was colorized in May 2011 - also 2 years ago.
I'm an avid anime/manga fan and loved drawing, also mature!
But the pleasure is gone - I recently cleaned my gallery and deleted many pictures what interested nobody

Even my photography/macro shots I've been neglecting.I have many photographs which I haven't yet shown here.

Perhaps the time is coming back but right now I would rather like to see the Asian side of me, even if it's sometimes just little things like food and drinks/still life.

But right now my life is change.So please read this entry if you like me ;o)
And here begins my story...

You probably already noticed that I'm very often in Japan - not only because it's the anime stronghold (anime / manga doesn't interest me when I'm in japan)! I travel to Japan for over 10 years.I have many friends and nice people there that are a part of my life!

Private life in Japan

We have been settled there for years and we bought a house, complete traditional.It's a blessing for us, a nice retreat with much nature.Far from tourism in a quiet area

Fine, I'll tell you. We live in Kyoto - even though summer is very humid there and the winter cold.We opted for Kyoto because Tokyo is too stressful.We have been living in Tokyo but have noticed that you can live there hardly relaxed.Likewise, because my best friend had his work and residence in Kyoto after he left his roots in Onagawa, Miyagi.

Onagawa is now a sad place, it was almost completely destroyed by the Tsunami in 2011 and the construction lasts and lasts.As in the other regions of the 3/11.After much back and forth is his family, which has survived the Tsunami, moved to Kyoto and now live in our near

It's a relief that Obaa-san,Okaa-san and Otou-san to have in our near.Obaa-san is almost 100 years old and a funny tiny old woman.I love her, she replace my grandparents, it's really nice to have still grandparents.If my grandmother was still alive, the two would be best friends

Now to bring it to the point:

Last year I was a long time in Japan and had many reasons which I will tell you.

short and sweet - Next year i have my own flower shop in Tokyo! Yes, I live in Germany, where I also own two flower shops but I have the chance to expand my work!

a small career path for you:

13 years old: I made my first internship where I was very unhappy
14 years old: I met on holiday a very atractive young man who is now my husband and made in his fathers hotel, which has its own flower shop, my internship.
Until I was 17 age I was allowed to help out in many flower shops and was employed
17 years old: I started my 3-year vocational training for florist
21 years old: I did my master and I opened my first flower shop
22 years old: I met Masamitsu Amemiya and became acquainted with Akiyo Sano.Sano is a very successful Ikebana artist
23 years old: after the first experience of international florist art I started the Ikebana art in the Sogetsu School in Japan under the direction of Iemoto (headmaster) Akane Teshigahara (very successful female Ikenbana artist)
25 years old: after 2 years of studying Ikebana in Japan at various artists I enlarged my flower shop and made Ikebana design
29 years old: I opened my second flower shop
30 years old: some time ago I accepted an offer and have my own flower shop in Tokyo/Japan
The current state of things: I also live in Japan, it's easier for me, otherwise I would never have done this big deal. My husband is leading a hotel in Japan and we see us very often.I will mix European with Japanese florist art.Akiyo Sano has become a good friend since the time in Japan and have also become competitor.

It was a lot of work and a lot I had to learn but I have arrived a point where it can't be better

Try your way and trust your future!

Work by Akane Teshigahara | Work by Akiyo Sano

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Listening to: Volbeat - Cape of our hero
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Drinking: Ramune

I'm back,I'm a Mrs. now and a long journey

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 23, 2012, 4:40 PM

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6 month long journey

Hello friends.I'm back. Do you know me at all? still remembers me?

Suntanned and fueled fresh I'll tell you my story

End of march I went to Japan for a long time with my darling

Our journey began in Tokyo where we stayed a few days.Reason was the TAF - Tokyo International Anime Fair

It was very exciting and there was a lot to see.A dreamland for all Anime/Manga etc. Fans

Back at the hotel I had a terrible headache because.. far too much for my head.After the TAF was over we went to Kagoshima.Still one of my TOP 5 favorite places in Japan!
Don't forget,when you visit Japan,kagoshima is a must

My darling and I have been traveling a lot this time. Always with my friends.Just as support because some translations in Japanese are still difficult.

We have seen the complete Hanami time, most of the time in Kagoshima.My darling had to travel further to Yamaga.I'm came later behind and visited beautiful places:
Saito, Kumamoto, Yamaga, Kashima.
Until april we were in Kagoshima but also made a short detour at Kyoto to say hello to a birthday boy.A good friend had celebrated his 30th birthday and we didn't want to miss.
So,in the meantime was it very stressful because of much business trips x__X

In mid-May, it went home for 2 weeks - with fresh breath we went back to Osaka,Japan.Kyoto doesn't have an separate airport,.. so only Osaka.
It takes much time and patience to travel to kyoto

especially in the summertime but Kyoto is after hanami in june very nice!
And yeah,Japan is beautiful but not in the hospital.I don't remember exactly when it was but I was stung on the leg by an insect (￣ω￣)
It was horrible - my leg had become thicker, red and blue and piping hot, you would have to fry an egg on it,really.. fuck man -.- apart from the fact I could hardly walk.. every step hurt, I couldn't even stand!
I was there 1 day for observation, there was a minimal septicemia.

The hospital food is delicious, better than in Germany ^^ but all too stiff and ah,dunno, don't like it.
The best part was that my darling was allowed to sleep in my room the night - one day later, I should stay another night

OOOK,our planning was ruined - to travel to Japan without a plan is.. as if you have to go on world trip without a world map.But for sure,japan is my second home.

After dismissal from the hospital we went to Fukushima, one of the saddest journey but I promised Obaa-San.Apart from visiting my friends, it was more or less a buisness trip.I would not go into details but it was very exhausting and exciting!
I was privileged to visit many universities and have made courses, not as student.. na,that's still a secret

Tokyo, Koyto, Osaka, Saito, Fukushima and and and was for this year to end

The other holidays and the wedding

Now come the actual holiday

My darling and I make every year, 4-6 weeks vacation at different locations.We are diverse and want to see much of the earth

Next stop: Tunisia and now it gets interesting... as seen in the topic. I'm married, newly married

My husband and I are 15 years together ,the first eyesight was in tunis and we fell in love at first sight

1 year engaged and now married.This is too crazy to believe it!

It was a very nice and simple wedding and I didn't know about the wedding ^^ crazy, as I said.He asked me "what do you dress for lunch today?"
I said "the little white" .. and then it happened

he took me by the hand at the beach and i saw my family and closest friends.
I thought something is wrong here and then I saw it was all decorated with flowers and lights

From that moment I knew it.I couldn't stop grinning and crying, it was so nice

my husband has prepared everything alone - of course, friends and business associates who live and work in tunis who helped.
A man creates something NEVER alone, not when it's about a wedding, eh eh

But it was so sweet and I'm very proud of my sweetheart

and now I can say that I have him just for me, completely.
It's always exciting with half a southerner,german and japanese to be together,
a great mix ☆⌒ and the many beautiful gifts were so cute

Yeah,a NICE time

It's hard to believe but I was 6 1/2 months not at home.. except for a few days but i missed my family, my friends, my business, my pets and even my work .. oh, my car too

..So many things I've missed.
Actually, I have no problems with it, I'm very often very long on international travel but the emotinale trigger was the wedding.

I'm for smaller weddings and simple as large.It's much more romantic and yeah,the coming home was like a sale at Manolo Blahnik, very emotional and stormy

So,almost 7 months very rare active in dA.
Hanami, Golden Weeks, Tokyo International Anime Fair,Kagoshima,Kyoto,Hawaii,Aruba etc. and even the wedding.It was very long and exciting

I have a rough travel route for you.. on the pictures can you see,which route we have taken since the end of march.. not exactly, but roughly

-we have flown more than 45,000 miles (over 73.000 kilometers)
-have reached more than 22 waypoints
-brought of the entire journey 4 extra suitcase full of japanese stuff and souvenirs from all countries
I'm done for it

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Listening to: Nelly Furtado - Bucket List
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Drinking: Water

Clay "cake" Commission are OPEN

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 24, 2012, 8:22 PM

Clay "cake" Commission OPEN

I open clay cake commissions

Cake Commissions means "only" cake Commission Really guys,give me try.I would like to try it, don't forget me again

Here are my examples

My color pallete

Slots are open:
1.
2.
3.
4.

Informations & Price list

the price depends on:

material and work

how much details

whether it should be pendants or regular cake figures

how many color layers

how many pieces of cake to each other (double decker cake)

two colored cake - scope: 3,5cm-4cm (or smaller)
-2 color layers
-chocolate fringe (or other color)
-details
= 11€ + Shipping

three colored cake - scope: 3,5cm-4cm (or smaller)
-3 color layers
-chocolate fringe (or other color)
-details
= 13€ + Shipping

four colored cake - scope: 3,5cm-4cm (or smaller)
-4 color layers
-chocolate fringe (or other color)
-details
= 15€ + Shipping

1 Double decker cake = with 1 big piece and 1 small piece
-many colors
-details
-may glaze
= 17€ + Shipping

2 Double decker cake = with 1 big piece,1 middle piece and 1 small piece
-many colors
-details
-may glaze
= 22€ + Shipping

Payment & Shipping

PayPal ONLY and EURO - Attention: pls included also the paypal fee in the transaction [link]
Shipment is 4€
Currency converter > [link] - it's really useful if you can't convert!
All charms are sent in a padded envelope.

Additional information

I try as soon as possible to finished each commission but please don't push me.You can ask for updates of course.
Depending on the work, the waiting time between 2-3 weeks (please don't forget that I still have a work and private life).If I don't like a commission, I will not accept it!
The details are very complicated, I will require a surcharge.

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Sooo,send me a note if you're interested and what you want

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Mood: Optimism
Listening to: Helene Fischer - Phänomen
Watching: my dA
Drinking: Latte Macchiato

Back from Japan

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 20, 2012, 3:38 PM

Volbeat

I'm back from my vacation

But first - Thank you so much for your birthday greetings.I was very happy about it.
I know it's late but I one day before my birthday i traveled to New Jersey.I got from my friends a concert ticket from Volbeat

and i was allowed to go to backstage with Volbeat

Yes, I love Volbeat, it's a great band

Japan

After 2 days of New Jersey and New York (I only visited my aunti ^^), it went to Japan!
I bumped my friends there who were totally surprised,finally time for my friends and for our own well-being.
3 weeks Okinawa, Nagano, Kyoto and Tokyo ヽ(○´∀`)ﾉ
We were 4 days in Takaragawa Onsen ..just WOW, that was so incredible that we don't want to leave there again.
But we still had a lot to do.
On February 11, Kenkoku-kinen no hi, we were on a farm of a friend in Kyoto and have baked lots of Satsuma Imo (Ishi Yaki Imo 石焼き芋 )

As know as the sweet potatoes, we baked in the hot leaves, as traditional.

I travel to Japan since 12 years but there is always something you have never seen.
There is so much to tell,little by little I will write something.
I generally don't upload pictures from private travel etc. but I've bought quite a lot of kawaii stuff, sweets and snacks and if you want? I show you (o´ω`o)ﾉ
For now... I'm very tired

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Listening to: Miyavi - Aishiteru Kara Hajimeyou
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Drinking: Matcha

Put your sign

Journal Entry: Fri Jan 20, 2012, 12:53 PM

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Merry Christmas

Journal Entry: Sat Dec 24, 2011, 5:00 AM

Christmas without snow ? last year waist-high snow and this year? naaa -___- BUUUT,

I wish you a Merry Christmas

and many gifts under the Christmas tree.But remember, it's not about the gifts

How do you celebrate Christmas?

I will celebrate it traditionally with my family and friends!
Yesterday I had the gifts for my niece and my nephew brought to my parents.. so they can prepare everything for the big day

(remember, in Germany, the gifts are unwrapped in the evening on the 24th of december and before the gifts you walk into the church).
When I came to the house, it smelled like Christmas

burnt almonds, candied walnuts, baked cookies and a large decorated Christmas tree

The almonds taste like on the christmas market

I'm looking forward to the 25th december when my friends all come to my home and is celebrated.The 26 Christmas holiday is reserved for me and my sweetheart

So my freinds,have a nice time

btw; I've forgotten my dA birthday -__-

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I WANT RAIN -___-

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 26, 2011, 4:31 PM

Everyone who knows Germany, know the weather at any season.

We had a hot spring,a sultry summer and now a very dry autumn.

60 days no rain X___X no damn rain!
I've never experienced before, that I in november/december, had to pour my flowers in free.
And we have forest fires (o)__(O) in NOVEMBER, hello? forest fires and almost dried rivers.
incredible... poor nature :/

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Listening to: Disturbed - Living After Midnight
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Playing: RamaCity
Drinking: Apple Martini

Fimo/Clay commissions are OPEN

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 20, 2011, 5:48 PM

I've decided to open my first commissions! And for the first are four slots open.

COMMISSION INFO

I don't do anything because I'm a little beginner.I did made 20 years ago for the first time fimo charms.In summer this year I have started again and I would like to sell my charms and offer commissions!

1.
2.
3.
4.

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What i do

-earrings
-pendants, with or without carabiner clasp
-bracelet charms
-charms

What i don't do

-complete bracelets or necklaces
-fanarts (pokemon figures, etc.)

If you're interested, write me a note with "commission".
Please note: Write me exactly what you want.Best with templates(google pictures etc.) and more accurate details.
The more I know, the better the results and the understanding

PRICE INFO

Earrings € 12 + shipping

Charms without jewelry (pendant,clasp etc.) € 9 up + shipping

Charms (standard) € 10 + shipping

Please remember: the price may change depending on the difficulty and how much fimo I have to use!

SHIPPING AND ADDITIONAL INFO

Payment: PayPal ONLY and EURO - Attention: pls included also the paypal fee in the transaction [link]
Shipment is € 4
Currency converter > [link]
All charms are sent in a padded envelope

TIME

I tried the commission as soon as possible to get finished.Anyway you have to wait 2-3 weeks because I'm full working.I hope you can understand it but if it takes longer, I'll tell you.
Before I send it, I will show you the result!
_____________________________________________________________________________________

P.S. It may be possible that if something is too hard, I must withdraw the commission and the money will be refunded!

Examples: [link]

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Listening to: Creedance Clearwater Revival - Bad Moon Rising
Watching: my dA
Drinking: fruit spritzer

2 new friends

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 18, 2011, 12:08 PM

Hi world,

may I introduce?

Kiki and Dori

The left one is Dori and the right is Kiki.

Almost half a year after the death of charly, I've got family growth and it was a big surprise for me when I came home and it chirped

My darling have made a great joy and brought me two young budgies

He had noticed that it was quiet in our house and I didn't feel well, because I still miss charly and then he came up with two cute little budgies.
They are now 4 months old and are very curious.

I love them

Thanks honey

Eyecandies

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Listening to: David Guetta f. Usher - Without U
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Drinking: Water

Yo,i'm back

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 19, 2011, 8:49 AM

Hey folks,i'm back of vacation after 7 weeks

and no one has missed me as I see

)

So much has happened, that I can write in a book, especially in japan!
The journey began with a check for japan.
Much has changed in the time and much that has not yet begun
It was hard but it was good to see it with my own eyes,you could see what was built
and not.
And I could finally tell my friend goodbye

The holiday was very nice, apart from Irene
The hurricane has surrounded us, we were right in the middle.It was so bad we had to evacuate the ship.
Middle of the darkest sky, we had to navigate a nearby island,the sky was pitch black and the see uncomfortable -.-
But we have survived, it was an exciting adventure ^^

Oh,and thank you, I had over 35,000 messages

Eyecandies

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Listening to: Melanie C - Think about it
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Drinking: Water

9/11 - never forget

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 11, 2011, 11:18 AM

Where were you on 9/11?
How you felt on 9/11?

Have you cried, were you sad and angry?

10 years have passed and it's an open sore in our hearts.In 20 years, 30 or 40.. never forget!

Since 12 years I'm from late August to mid september vacation in NY.My aunt and cousin live and work there.10 years ago I was there and even today.It was fated at that time.It's to painful, don't want to tell more details.

2977

Eyecandies

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Listening to: Amazing Grace
Watching: my dA
Drinking: Sake

Fimo charms and commissions

Journal Entry: Sun Aug 14, 2011, 10:55 AM

Hi friends

So,my vacation is nice

But what else:
I once mentioned to do something other than drawing and photography.

21 years ago it was the last time that I've been working with polymer clay,yes, 21 years ago !

At that time, polymer clay still different, it was very hard, we could barely handle it and now? I mean, I'm falling back into the fimo fever

I've made a lot of fimo charms
own ideas and copied ^^ (I need exercise again)

But the most important, would you be interested in fimo commissions ? When I'm back home I will be more detailed and talk about prices etc.

bye bye

FIFA 2011

Eyecandies

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Listening to: Milow - Little in the Middle
Watching: my dA
Drinking: Sake

€ 30.000 for Japan and Holiday

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 29, 2011, 5:52 PM

Not many know that I have been organizing a donation to the disaster in Japan!

It was a private donation, so it was a bit slower but i'm very! proud that it has become € 30,000
I asked a successful artist to make a picture for me, a commission connected with my personal feelings!

This picture helped me to push the donation.I've got the original sent by her and exhibited in my business.Including an explanation, "why".
It was donated and I'm very glad about as much support and encouragement!

This is money for the children and the reconstruction.The life thereafter.

Many children are to become as orphans, no family, no friends, no help and my friend, who is himself become victims of this disaster,has support orphan schildren.
I donate every year a bit for different organizations and I think it's right to give the children to smile again, more hopeful and a home for a long time!

I'll bring the money next week to Japan when I buried my friend

So,I hope they give me a smile

~Holiday

Delayed because of japan but I will not be active for some time

Notebook and mobile phone (+internet) is included, but it's holiday ^^ so for 4 weeks I'm more in the background

bye bye

Eyecandies

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Drinking: Sake

Japan the FIFA World Cup Winner

Journal Entry: Sun Jul 17, 2011, 8:32 PM

Yop,it's 05:29 and i'm back from the FIFA Women's World CUP FINAL!

And YEAH, JAPAN IS THE WINNER!

I'm a football fan, whether among men or among women, if one is creating world champion, I'm at the start. Especially when the world champion is creating in our own country.

2006, FIFA World Cup creates in Germany written history, masterfully creates the best of all time!
This year it was the first time attendance records, never happened before.
I have attended three games and you always get goose bumps, no matter who plays

As Japan has kicked our women, I was sad, of course, but I knew immediately that women are world champions

The final was incredible, an energetic game until the penalty!
U.S. has failed - japan deserves it, who really deserves it!
And always with the thought of the native

A very beautiful game and beautiful memories, I'm proud of japan

Eyecandies

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Mood: Triumph
Listening to: 2PM - Take off
Watching: my dA
Drinking: Sake

Stalker

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 25, 2011, 8:21 AM

A question guys,
have you one or more stalker, who like you so much, that visit your profile every day ?
I have a stalker,a girly, at least I think that

What are the worst stalker, women or men?
Naa,whatever, there's been a long time, a stalker who every day... every day on my profile! Seems as if she likes what she sees.

That doesn't mean that I endorse it.
Maybe I should visit her every day and ask how some weeks ago,why she does it but I never got a answer

So stalker-san, i hope you have fun with my profil and even if you have such an implausible name,theunknowngirl112

cya

Eyecandies

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Listening to: Natalia Kills - Wonderland
Watching: my dA
Drinking: Sake

dA tagging

Journal Entry: Wed Jun 15, 2011, 2:10 PM

Stolen from

ppfffffftt

You want tell your fans more about your dA-illnes? Please,everything about your dA-craziness.

How long have you been at dA?
3 years

What was your main reason for the registration?
Uuuhh,this is actually a secret

How many comments you write daily on dA?
different,10-30

How many favs have you?
I think.. many?

exactly: 14,724

You like your favs
No,i love my

's

Do you think you're addicted to dA?
Who not? of course, i love dA since 4 years.Without dA is all meaningless.Noooo,dA is my top!

How many of your deviations you yourself deleted?
I dunno exactly.It's not that long ago that I deleted some of my deviations.I think 15

How many of your deviations have been deleted by dA?
Too much

I've lost count but there were some deviations!

Have you ever been suspended from dA, if so, how long?
Yes and.. eehh

I was suspended 3 times! 2 times for 2 weeks,1 time for 1 week.And 1 week unintentionally (haha),because dA has the IP's blocked by foreign provider.It was a DNS problem BUT It was the hell .___.

What are your interests
photography,draw,between literature (unpublished)and ... secret (yet) ^^

How many messages overall have you every day?
Over 2.000

You are commenting on every fav,if not,why?
No

Well,when a deviation has been over 300 comments and the artist doesn't answer, is uselessly! It's always different!

How it looks with commissions, make you own commissions?
I love commissions

but i don't make my own because i'm SOOOO busy.I'm no longer students

Give you commissions in order, if so, how many previously?
21 finished,3 I'm waiting and many on my list.

What was your most expensive commission you have paid?
$90 = almost €65 much?

Your favorite commission(er)?
Actually, i hate this question but there is always a favorite commission or?

and really? all,but especially those two are my tops! The first one has a story and the second as well, many of the commissions are based on personal experiences.BUT I LOVE ALL THE COMMISSIONS

And i don't have a favorite commissioner

Have you favorite dA artists?
~Regi-chan ~kandasama *JonasDeRo *Unodu ~SADON999 amm

Normal or premium member and would you be a normal member again?
Of course,premium ^^ and NO o.O

For how long as you pay?
Mostly for 12 month

How many membere hav you banned?
11

You report art theft or other?
Yap.. If I see a thief, I report it immediately.Because in most cases to 95% I know the original!

It's pointless to report?
Of course NOT.dA is sometimes very slow, veeeery slow but if you know another way, to report a member, it goes very quickly

Ask you for requests?
Not so often.Sometimes it's embarrassing but you can never know without asking,whether the artist makes something like this.. or?

Which means your dA name and are you happy with it?
I'm a lady and i love the winter,i'm a cold type,i hate the sommer

(not necessarily in the holiday).
I'm happy with my name but the "Xx" bother me... slowly, somehow

The questionnaire may be used but pls mention me.Have fun with it

Take That 2010

Eyecandies

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Listening to: Lady Gaga - Hair (Album Born this way)
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Drinking: Sake

very sad

Journal Entry: Sat May 28, 2011, 7:06 AM

28.May 2011

My budgie died and I can't do anything ... but now,it's over!
An hour after I wrote the current entry, it was over.
Up in the morning at 6:20 I was awake,I couldn't go to sleep now!

It was fast, he didn't long suffer.

On the day he was quieter than usual and at night when I wanted to bed, I wanted my TV off, I realized that it goes over.
You can tell,I was with him!

The end, he bit me slightly as I helped him to put him on the ground, which I had previously covered with paper towels.
I could give him my body heat, I was able to pet him yet.
The only thing I could say ..it's ok charly, you can let go, you must not fight anymore

He had no strength...
The warm red light,making it the cold easier for him ,one hour later, he died!

Yes, he has fought, always with me when we had our fun.
He bit me, nibbled holes in my tops, played with my eyebrow piercing, and always picked on my head.
Made "we we" (french for yes) when I lifted my index finger.

10 years I had fun with him, I always loved to call him Charly, to see that he reacts and responds.It's hard because I always had mood in my house, he was always on twitter.
Some may think "why this trouble, it was just a bird"
Many can't understand.He was a pet but in the first line, a family member and I miss him!
It's quiet without Charly
It's strange, when I hear out the other birds, I have the feeling I hear Charly answering

Yesterday happy and twittering, today without him! Now he is with my other love

Take That 2010

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Mood: Tearful
Listening to: MJ - Hold my hand
Watching: my dA
Drinking: choco milk

About me

Journal Entry: Fri May 20, 2011, 5:06 PM

5 things abaout me II

1# I'm crazy about white choc oreo
2# I hate to write sms, I find to kill
3# All commissions which I give in order, are my ideas, everything, every smallest detail, clothes, jewelry, pose, main idea, everything comes from me.The longest search for details lasted 8 hours - [link] I take that very seriously
4# When I'm sick, I like to watch Christmas movies (even in summer)
5# I drive a Audi A7 sportback, my baby (yet)

Take That 2010

Eyecandies

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Mood: Tired
Listening to: Lmfao f. Lauren Bennet and Goon Rpck - Party Rock
Watching: my dA
Drinking: Orange juicy

Forgive me father

Journal Entry: Sat May 14, 2011, 6:12 AM

... for I have sinned!

Kyyyyaaaa,i did it again, i did it again

Manolo Blahnik and Christian Louboutin

Eyecandies

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Mood: Euphoric
Listening to: Martin Solveig - Hello
Watching: my dA

...bit better

Journal Entry: Sun May 8, 2011, 8:15 PM